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Section 1: 이병붕군에게

자네와 만난 김에 좀 더 우리의 이야기를 나누고 싶네. 나의 관점으로 서술해 보겠네. 참, 잊기 전에 일깨워 주겠는데, 자네 영어로 부담없이 써서 여기에 올리게. 이곳에서 쓰는 영어는 나 빼놓고 모두 고급 영어라네.
하지만 갸륵하게도 모국어 사랑으로 모두들 한글을 애용하고 있지.

이번에 Dr. Choh Joong Haeng글을 읽고, 한교수님 사진을 뵙고, 기억이 날 듯 말 듯 하여서 혼자서 얼마동안 생각을 하고서 결국 화학 시간에 가르쳐 주셨던 강의 내용, 참 귀중한 내용을 기억해 내는 데 성공하였네. 많은 동기를 위하여 이 금언을 다시 이야기 하겠네. 산과 알칼리의 정의일세.

고등학교에서 배울 때 산은 맛이 시고(식초같이), 알칼리는 맛이쓰다(양잿물같이)란 정의로 알았었지. 그런데 우리 모두 알겠지만, 대표적인 산은 염산(HCl)이어야겠고, 대표적인 알칼리는 NaOH(Sodium Hydroxide)가 아니겠나? 게다가 pH=7이 중성(Neutrality)이고 적어질 수록 더 강한 산이 되고, 커질수록 강한 알칼리가 된다네. 이게 고교시절에 화학시간에 배운 내용이고, 그때 선생님은 항상 pH를 페하(중국황제가 아님)라고 발음하셨네. 나는 거기에 아무 반감(Gripes)까지는 없었다가 한교수님께서 이를 "피이에이취"하고 발음하실 때 무언가 다르다는 생각이 들었네. 그런 후 한 줄의 설명 즉 "'H+'를 내주는게 Acid이고, 'H+'를 받는게 Alkali이다."함은 처음 듣는 말씀이었고, 다음 시간에 우리의 이해를 위하여 다시 복습을 하여 주셨네.
The substance which gives out H+(Proton) is acid, while the other receiving H+ is alkali.
이렇게 분명하고 명백한 설명이었네. 나는 자네같은 photographic memory까지는 없네. 우리 지난 6년간 대학시절중 가장 인상적이었던 기간이 예과 2년으로 생각하네.

우선 우리 은사 몇 분의 일화를 상기시켜 보겠네. 그런데 그분들의 모습과 말씀은 생생한 데 성함을 거의 모두 잊었네. 하지만 내가 말하면 아마 자네의 잊은 기억을 소생할 수 있늘 거로 생각하네.

국어와 한문 선생님이신데 연세가 있으셨고, 또 북한 억양을 가지셨네. 말씀에, “우리 말에는 김치냄새가 나야지, 뻐터나 닥꽝 냄새가 나면 안되요.” 즉 국어에 영어나 일본말을 빼라는 좋은 의미였네. 한문 시간에 있었던 예를 들있는데, 고향동네에서 일어난 일화였네.

함경도 어떤 동네에 부자 노인이 살았는데 아주 마음씨가 좋은 분이라 가난한 과객이 그 집에 들어가면 숙식(Room and board)을 잘 해주고 떠날 때에는 노비도 잘 주니 그 가난한 과객이 너무 고마워서 주인장에게 절하고 눈물까지 흘리면서, “제가 언제 다시 뵙고 이 신세를 갑겠습니까?” 하니 그 노인이 말씀하시기를, “걱정말게. ‘나무 한 짐에 부상투’ 아닌가?” 과객은 그 뜻을 몰랐지만 고마운 생각은 변치 않고 떠났다. 이게 도대체 무슨 말인가? 그 노인의 참된 의미는 다음과 같다. 남아하처불상봉가? 즉 한문으로 “남아하처불상봉[男兒何處不相逢” 즉 [남아가 어디서 다시 만나지 않을 건가?]란 뜻을 이 분이 한문을 배우지는 못했지만, 그 뜻을 잘 알아서 그곳 방언으로 설명을 하였으니, 그 고장말로 “나뭇군이 나무 한 짐을 해서 등에 짊어 질 때 상투가 나뭇가지에 걸리고 뜯겨서 수세미 같이 된다”는 의미였네. 발음은 나뭇군의 수세미같은 상투이야기지만 의미는 우리 남자끼리 어찌 다시 만나지 않을 건가?하는 뜻이니 참으로 흥미로운 내용이었다네.

그 옛날 논리학 시간에 헤겔의 변증론 강의에서;
즉자(卽自, Ansich)와 대자(對自,Fuersich)[: 여기서 즉자-대자-즉자대자로 진행하여 상위로 진행.]를
색즉시공, 그리고 공즉시색에 비유하셨고,
다시 설명하자면, 내재(內在)가 초월(超越)이요,  초월이 내재다.하고 결론을
내리셨네. 그 시간에 들있던 이 금언이 명강의었음을  오로지 수십년이 지나서야
깨닫게 되었네.

그외에도 장비같이 무시무시하게 생겼던 체육 선생님도 계셨네. 역시 인상적이었지. 언젠가 우리를 운동장에 데리고 나가서 웃통을 벗으라고 한 후 우리의 빈약한 체격을 쭉 훌터 보다가, “흠, 목은 황새같이 가늘고, 가슴은 절벽이구나. 근육이라곤 전혀 없다. 그러니 환자하고 같이 있으면, 누가 의사도 누가 환자인지 일수 있겠는가? 운동 좀 해야겠다.” 체력증진대회를 한다고 네명씩 팀을 짜서 50미터 달리기 대회를 하였는데, 자네도 별 좋은 성과는 없었던걸로 기억하고, 나는 우리 팀에서 정일환군과 함께 뛰게 되어서 안심하였다가, 이 친구가 냅다 달리는데 따라갈 수 없을 정도로 빨랐네. 그래도 네명중에 4등은 피하려고 애를 쓰는데 누가 내 옆에서 나를 놓지지 않으려고 있는 힘을 다하여 들러붙기에, 나도 그것만은 피하려고 혼신의 힘을 다하여 3등으로 들어와서 내가 정복한 유일한 적수가 누구였나하고 돌아보니, 겨우 노장중에 노장 이범세형이었네. 하지만 그의 감투정신을 지금까지 잊지 않네.

그런데 자네는 실없는 휴머(Humor)로 우리를 자주 웃기지 않았는가? 미생물 실습시간에 그 교실에서 일했던 사환아이가 교실 청소한 Mopper를 큰 Bucket에 넣고 물을 반통쯤 채워 놓은 채 가버렸으니, 그 통속에 남긴 물은 이 세상에 가장 더러운 쓰레기 물이었지. 그런데 우리 반장 이병붕군은 그 통을 번쩍들고 한 구석에 서 있던 우리들에게 와서, “누구 이 물을 마실 지망자(Volunteer) 없나?”하며 우리에게 들어 밀어서, 우리가 슬슬 피하면, 마시라고 들고 우리를 쫓아다니기까지 한 장난꾸러기였지.

그렇던 시절이 가 버린지 오래 되었네. 거의 60년전 일이었네.
내년 이만 때면 우리가 의예과에 입학한지 만 60년이 되지 않는가?
항상 건강하길 바라네. 여기에 졸업 사진에서 뽑은 사진 몇 장을 싣네.
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Photo including KH[전원상-조한원-정관호-정광원-정일환-전준호]





Section 2: Replies from Dr. Byung Boong Lee

Reply 1 - April 7, 2016

Dear Dr. Cho, Apology first, on my letter I have to write in English than Korean. Indeed, it has been a long time since we got together but I heard you are back to Seoul in these days. Anyhow, it was a total surprise to get the call from Mrs. Shin BaekHyo of Baltimore yesterday in regard to  the story you wrote in the website, which I even didn't know shamefully, about Prof. 한만운! Of course I do remember Prof. Han so vividly. As you recalled, he was always dressed up so neatly like British gentleman with such clean hair cut and darn, so punctual, never missing his class to make me look bad/impotent as 반장. Because, the major (?) role of  반장 at Premed School in those days was to negotiate with the professors to skip/reduce the class once in a while to let the classmates have more free time to fool around. So one day, a week before the semester exam, I played clown to make Prof. Han laugh first and then begged to him to cancel/postpone the class so that we could study harder to prepare for upcoming exams. He surprised us to cancel the class with no hesitation, which we never expected! Together with other two classes in same morning I already successfully negotiated to cancel, whole morning was FREE on that particular day to make the whole class in festive mood. Indeed, we didn't lose this once in a blue moon opportunity and made a mass(?) trip to PYONGHWA GEUKJANG to take advantage of 'JOJO WHALIN' of the movie as a group.  One of old memories as a spoiled kid!   With warm regards, BB ( I stopped using my full name, except for the pulbication and passport, since I left Seoul in 1968)
P.S. BTW, your uncle is right. My big uncle, Lee Whal, donated 3,000 suk to found 고려대 and 중앙학원 재단 as the biggest donor although many mistakenly identify 고려대 as Inchon Kim SungSoo's. No, sir!
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Dear 정관호, where the hell have you been, you rascal! Long time no hear! Indeed I missed the last class reunion in Seoul ( as I already excused, I was sadly on the plane on way to Beijing from Cairo on that day, thinking of you, all) so that we might not be able to see each other again before we die? Nevertheless, your memories are pretty good- NOT yet in senile dementia?-. Indeed 신사훈 교수 was my most favorite victim(?) to pull the leg whenever I have a chance to let him get totally lost to go wild and we all laughed to death having the best entertainment. I still remember we once locked both doors, front and back, of the classroom from inside to block his coming in to give the class. He literally begged to us through the window saying "YOUdeul irumyun chondang motga" and someone, 추재옥? shouted him back saying "URI DA CHIOK GALGUYEYO!". Of course, I pretended to rush to open the door with profuse excuse to him as class representative with 'all the classmates studied, day and night, so hard in these days that they all became MICHIN NOM and very dangerous!' scaring him enough. We indeed did have so much fun through this crazy two years of premed classes!  Warm regards, BB

Reply 2 - April 10, 2016

Wow, what a feast to wet my sentiment with full of nostalgia!
Was tied up with some works done through the week before I leave home tomorrow evening for two weeks so that I didn't have a chance to open the website. But I had a chance to lament to Dr. Steven Kim who kindly taught me to straighten out the trouble with my computer compatibility. After all, I confirmed once again Korean community I belong to is so small that there are so many old stuffs we share together. Indeed, the memories are fading every day so that I began to wonder whether I should jot it down somewhere - so many funny stories during my young days!!!- to let my own children would know what kind of person their dad was.

Indeed, I had a special relationship with Dr. 신백효 through the mission we shared in '90 to go back to Seoul and he remains one of few Korean friends here in the U.S. I keep. Otherwise, my connection with Korean community was completely shut down since I came back home from Seoul in 2004 and always feel so foreign to anything related to Korea through these many years.

Dr. Cho, I am so delighted to hear from you directly since you were one of few I have been wondering all these years. So you seem to enjoy a new life back in Seoul now- you might know TaeSeung Lee at 분당 서울대 병원 I initiated his vascular training at SamSung and sent him to Yale for further training -. Further I envy you to know how to control/enjoy own life seemingly with what you want. Regretfully I am still bogged down with the work no one, all smart, wants to commit despite I officially retired from the Hopkins group, and dragged around to help others with no control of my own.
  
Nevertheless, I still remember you as a young boyish looking handsome man as the way I recall when you visited us to Richmond, almost 40 years ago? You happened to visit me on the worst time with full of agony to decide whether I should go back to SNU to pay back what I owe. Indeed, right after the surgery training at SNUH, they appointed me to Teaching Instructor at surgery department to send to Richmond, Va to David Hume/MCV to learn transplant surgery. It was an official trip sponsored by Korean government/SNU -KWANYONG CHULJANG- for two years and I am supposed to be back to set up the program for SNU. But I resigned to start my surgery training all over again especially for vascular surgery. So, your letter suddenly floods my memory back in '70.  That period was one of turning points of 'no return' in my life/career. But no regret I chose the States ( it took more than 4 years to make my mind to settling here in the U.S. and came up to Washington to set up transplant & vascular surgery program at Georgetown Univ although I failed to keep my pledge to come back to SNU to pay back on their support (by the way, I paid back all my salary for two years in full amount when I resigned the position).

Anyhow, I never thought we will have another chance to talk about such long forgotten saga, thanking to Steven and Mrs. Shin!
With warm regards,
BB

P.S. By the way, Dr. Shin is going to organize SNU Meeting here in Washington along the first week of June and I am seriously considering my prior commitment to come to Bogota/Colombia for Latin American group which partly overlaps with SNU meeting depending upon how many friends would show up.
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Dear 정관호

For goodness sake, Canandaigua Lake?
I spent one full week last Fall to drive around Finger Lake area stopping over Corning, Ithaca, Syracuse, and Seneca Fall, etc to enjoy the Fall colors!
Mea culpa! Mea culpa!
I know/heard you live in upstate New York - I heard from 한기현 and other classmates over the dinner (I still come to New York every year in Novem
ber,  a week before Thanksgiving Holidays,  for VEITH Symposium to giving the lectures for vascular specialists and stop over at New Jersey once in a while to meet the classmates) - but I didn't know you live that close to where we drove around. Darn!

But again you guys seem to control own life to maximize its value to make me feel so embarrassed. I am still hopelessly embedded to the work despite officially retired so that my wife is now so fed up with my official schedule - I usually make out of country trip for lecturing every other months - and started to take the vacation with her daughters (indeed, she tagged along our second daughter to enjoy Ireland after her convention last year). So, from two years ago I spare a week purely for personal vacation twice a year and the trip to Finger Lake last fall was one of them.

Hope we could drive up to Adirondack and Finger Lake area again and stop over to see you folks there enjoying a real life!

All the best,
BB

P.S. I haven't made my mind yet but if we should have some friends to show up to Washington Meeting Dr. Shin organizes in June, I might come back early from Bogota/Colombia to host their visit together.
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Dear Dr. Cho


I forgot to thank you to let me know Dr. 최국진 passed away. No one told me so that I am really embarrassed. If you have a chance, please extend my condolence to his family. Indeed, after I refused to come back to resume the work at SNU, they filled up the position held for me with 최국진. He is one year behind at Kyunggi High as well as SNU if I remember correct. I had a chance to visit his family to YESAN(?) where his father practice the surgery and still remember home made wine-MAESILJU?- his father prepared for the guests from Seoul. He is such nice loyal friend and gave unlimited support when I started surgery program at SamSung in 1994.
BB

Reply 3 - April 30, 2016

Dear 관호
Have been away for two weeks in Italy, etc till last Wednesday so that I couldn't afford to make a room for such nostalgic trip back to 1957 era- more than half century?- till now.
Indeed, when I should look back, I was barely reaching young 20-forgot the age!- then so that apparently I played the clown quite often to have a fun, leading so many stupid(?) childish behaviors as a typical teenager- embarrassingly even my wife, my college sweet heart then, recalls only my clownish behaviors while we were dating ( I did intentionally to attract her attention, of course ) -. But surprisingly, many like you remembers only those episodes I completely forgot through these many years.

As a matter of fact, "Mopper in Bucket during 미생물 실습시간" reminds me of Prof. Chang WuHyun in microbiology -then he was also young JOGYO!- who teased me as a playful rascal during college days over one welcome dinner when I went back to Seoul for SamSung Hospital, saying he tripped over the bucketful of water with mop I left intentionally right in front of the door to make a big flooding only to giving me a chance to push him to cancel the class for 'free study(?) time'. Besides, he was naively trapped to my negotiation to include alcohol/JUNGJONG as one of the liquids/drinks for the test of different drinking capacity by different nature of the liquids as a part of experiments you might recall so that he was reprimanded by his boss because we had a good JUNGJONG party after the class to mess up the lab room.

Anyhow, Professor Moon, 체육 선생님, oh yes, how could I forget him! He always was pity on premed boys' terrible physical condition comparing to the bean sprout/KONGNAMUL. I still remember him saying 'WEN KAKBI GA IRI MANENYA???'. Of course, as a part of the role for 반장, I took the maximum benefit on his pity saying we/skinny KONGNAMUL would need the sun through outdoor activity. He gave in to my clownish behavior and persuaded Prof. Kang YoungSun (Chair for Premed Class) to expand outdoor class hour for physical exercise since all the classmates are in such poor shape like the Jews out of Auschwitz through hard study to get into the school. By surprise it worked! Prof Moon arranged two full day excursion to KWANAKSAN for our whole class, remember? Besides, he spared one full afternoon for 체육 once in a while, skipping/postponing other classes, to run around kicking the ball, etc and of course to proceed to early retreat to "SSANG-GUABOO JIB" to start after-class routine to drink MAGGULLI. What a those days! Carefree two years of premed school!

Of course I remember " old Prof. 정, 한문 선생님", who always wore half torn shoes, originally repaired military boots, with part of big toe visible through one corner. He was one my best victim(?) I always pulled the leg to making whole class go wild with laughs! I am still so grateful he was one of few such nice generous person to tolerate crazy teenage boy's MURYE-HAN' behavior. I remember when he praised you on a good/ appropriate answer to his question, I stood up telling him that it is quite natural because 'he is a Chinese and knows everything written in Chinese' including GONGJA MALSAM. And he believed it so that whole class exploded with the laughing. I believe the classmates start to call you GONGJA since that episode, didn't they? Another after saga! I led a few classmates (BAN DAEPYO) including Kim SeungTae and Choi Kwang Lim to visit him to his house in DonAmDong to present a new shoes we bought. As a typical teenager, I didn't bother to identify the lady who opened to door carefully but causally asked ' SAMONIM/ BUIN ISEYO?'. It was a disaster! The lady was his newlywed young daughter in law! At least she didn't slap on my face on such humiliating expression! Besides, when we explained why we brought a new pair of shoes, she couldn't help but laugh, showing a big cabinet-full (SINBALJANG) shoes many students like us brought through the years!

You know what? My wife seems to miss my silly behavior in my young days so that NO fun with me any longer!
Warm regards,
BB



Photo with BB[이능석-이방재-이병붕-이병준-이범세]




Kwan Ho Chung-April 27, 2016



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