Hello, Dr. Shin, I don’t know whether it is appropriate to poke my nose to interfere such polite courteous conversation despite the racism is touchy volatile issue in these days. But I was really amazed with on-going ‘cool headed’ conversation with no signs of emotional involvement - you all must be ‘stable’ genius like Tramp!!- and wish to extend my cordial compliment to all first on such gentlemanly blogging (?).

Indeed, I have no intention to irritate others especially this group of highly educated nice(?) polite gentlemen with my vulgar Trumpist expression. But such ‘cordial’ gentlemanly expression at best on this bastard really annoys me to be honest. I don’t run the president so that I don’t have to do flattering every one, say, politically correct way- Tramp is an exception! – but what’s the use to concealing the true feeling to become a nicy nicy person!

Fxxxing moron is fxxing moron, after all, correct? Nothing wrong to be frank with honest opinion! No four-letter words? Then, what else, gentleman? Well, Tramp (I intentionally misspell this bastard’s name since he doesn’t know how to read or write) proved it, didn’t he?  

People, at least 39% of the voters, whether they are THE white trash/garbage or shit-heads, go berserk/banana whenever this pussy grabber uses locker room expressions- more amazing thing is women, some, go nuts (oh, they love it, don’t they?)-. They love it, we all love it! What a freedom of speech!

So, gentleman, we should accept Tramp words/expression as NEW NORM! No reason to say sheepishly ‘excuse my French’ when you use four letter words from now on! No more, buddy, no more, thanks to Tramp!

Nevertheless, I have a mixed feeling (with some envies) to this shit head- some one says it is too generous to expect him to have even shit in his microcephalic skull cavity and he has NO/pea sized brain, even no shits! - because this guy doesn’t hesitate even for a second before spitting out all the shitty expressions – excuse this Tramp words! – with no God damn guilts. Gutsy? Brave? Nahhhhhhhh!

But, I am simply awed with mixed feeling of ‘love and hate’ to him because I just cannot do that as he does because I was too much educated/brain-washed to behave as a gentleman. Although I was born as a racist like all others for survival especially with Korean genes but educated to suppress this instinct as a shame so that I do so called ‘behave oneself’ with integrity. But this moron taught us NOT to feel shame as long as he remains POTUS!

So, gentlemen, we were blessed God sent this foul mouth and people loved him enough to elect as THEIR president, not me, so that no one cares how to express but spit out whatever and whenever feel like with no guilts as Tramp does. As a kind of old blockhead surgeon I have been too used to cursing freely at the O.R. all through my 40-year career, but I always feel shame whenever I use this foul language (by definition) in public – of course, I do ask gingerly for the excuse as French whenever I use in public! - and try to restrain as much as I could, till lately.

But, halleluiah, long live Emperor Trampf!

God bless you all!

BB Lee of ‘63

Gosh, doc, you are too optimistic! But whole country- I mean the USA where I live and bet for my future, and NOT the ROK- is reaching to the boiling point by wrong choice of madman as its leader so that I spilled out my thought more than I could afford, hurting many innocent website readers who don’t seem to be engaged to the reality as much as I do.  

Indeed, I already apologized to Steve, 운영자, for my rambling lament I wrote in the website, blaming on extra wine I drank (my friend, Cristobal Papendieck of Buenos Aires gave three bottles of Alamos Malbec wine I enjoyed so much through the trip through Mendoza on way to Bariloche, Argentina last September), to cause unintentional provoking(?) to my dearest SNU alumni with vulgar/new Trampist language.  

But, I wish to appeal to the Alumni, American Koreans, to mind own business here in the U.S. where we belong to. Our stake is here in the U.S. and not the ROK, no sir!  Worry more about ROK while simply ignoring the reality while the country where we and our next generation would live is literally falling apart like ostriches to stick their heads into the sand???

As matter of fact, last Saturday, I had a looooooong dinner for 5 hours till midnight with one of my exceptional friend for more than 40 years since my fellowship days, Sir Peter Bell visiting from Leicester, England who seldom makes a trip to abroad since he was grounded after his wife became wheel chair bound. And naturally we wound up to talking about BREXIT, Theresa May, (London mayor) Sadiq Khan, and of course Tramp who was forced to cancel the trip to London due to massive protests to this fxxxing moron throughout Europe. But, the final focal point of talk over the dinner was “Is Pax Americana over!?”.

And suddenly I feel alarmed this country I chose seems to be doomed to take downhill course as many historians predict like Roman empire. I am sure you all familiar with ‘The History of the Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire written by the English historian Edward Gibbon’- I read its excerpts twice (6 volume set is too overwhelming) but will do again on way to Melbourne on February 1 as well as George Orwel’s Animal Farm-. Indeed, as one of damn foreigners, uprooted from native country to bet whole future to this new country, I am furious to watch helplessly what this madman ruins this country/democratic system every day.

Simply, the stake is too big to be left alone before it is completely destroyed by this m-fxxxing bastard and brown nosing Republicans (BTW, I am NOT a Democrat), who lined up to lick this guy’s shithole- please do not get upset my expression which I borrowed from Tramp, the POTUS of the USA-. So, my head is spinning with the anger to this fucking moron who spits out lies after lies after lies every second with no sense of guilts.

I know all the alumni who write in this website are such nicy, nicy gentlemen keeping such cool headed noblemanly composure, God bless, I deeply admire/envy, and only worrying about motherland Korea with very limited interests(?) to the country their own young generations are bound in my opinion.

Of course, I do worry ROK where my families are still living but remember, Dr. Shin, what we encountered with native ROK Koreans while we were there? They didn’t appreciate for what we tried to contribute to them but rather offended to our critical constructive views/advices, saying ‘you, God damn Korean Americans, have no fxxing right to criticize us but get lost!’?

Problem I perceived through so many concerns to ROK in the website is the ignorance on how they/ROK-Koreans feel about us, Korean Americans. They do NOT consider Korean American as a kin Korean but rather their enemy/competitor with full of jealousy, only humiliating them; indeed, through 10 year experience in ROK I painfully acknowledge they are bitter rather than appreciate the concern/advice by non-ROK Korean, saying that Korean Americans have no fxxxng right to criticize ROK business, period.

So, whenever I read all these nicy sentiments to ROK through the website - only chance to read Korean alphabets (I do NOT read Korean newspaper, I do NOT listen Korean TV!)- it reminds me of ‘JJAG-SA-RANG’. If you allow me Trampist expression, it is a kind of feeling ‘MUWOT-JU-GO-BBYAM-MAN-MATNUNDA’ (what a vulgar expression!), I dare to say.

Believe me (Tramp’s term), current condition in ROK is self-inflicted wound, period! They elected genuine bastard Kim DaeJung, worse than Tramp, to lay the ground work for current condition. So, all they need, rather deserved, is to invite Kim JungUn as the emperor of united Korea and all go to coal mines and concentration/labor camp to enjoy the empty/starved stomach. Too harsh? I guess so. But, more I hear about ROK, more my blood boils up so that I try NOT to hear anything about Korea, turning off the TV immediately in these days. So, let them suffer because that’s what they wanted all along sadly and let us worry about OUR country, the USA if you would.

Indeed, strangely, not many in Korean American community I know of seems to care(?) this critical issue seriously as de facto reality- are they all fucking Republicans? -, which makes my blood boil up with shame.  I feel sad this website as well remains so quiet while in reality everyone I know of goes crazy with this mother fucking bastard in these days.

Apologize on my citation of Tramp vocabularies!

BB Lee of ’63 Class

Thanks, BaekHyo, for such cordial(?) response to my sarcastic statement to irk many! I know this website is NOT an appropriate arena for me to bring up such touchy issue especially in a written form to bring a resonance and I should have expressed my feeling in more docile tamed manner to go along with others.

But, there is ample reasons why I resent to ‘Korean American (Physician) community’ and try to keep the distance with them to make sure my American/WASP colleagues would not identify me with them by mistake.

Indeed, as you might recall our days at SMC, I extended to serve to George Bush as ‘surgeon in charge’ for POTUS after Bill Clinton till I left Seoul.  Per request by USUHS/Walter Reed in behalf of WH and DOD, I organized the team using SMC as the base to prepare for the emergency for POTUS whenever he should come Far East Asia. So, I had a chance to get to know more on Republicans in particular through WH Medical Service since then.  

And, I was so embarrassed when one leading RNC fundraiser personally gave me such profuse thanks as one of “Korean American doctors” as card carrying proud Republicans, becoming a model to many other foreign origin doctors in the U.S. Because, as one of lucky(?) damn foreigners, picked as his second man of the team when Charlie Currier, 200% WASP, founded the transplant surgery division at Georgetown Univ in 1978, I learned the mentality of white majority- it doesn’t mean I resent but rather honor/respect their credit- more than anyone else with great debts to white majority. But I never confused on my ‘BUNSOU’ as a foreigner.   

Indeed, I know quite a few Korean friends seem to enjoy black tie dinners as bona fide Republicans thinking they are ‘white’ as well so that I do NOT want to be identified as ONE of brown nosing(?) Korean origin physicians, who feel so proud as Republicans, losing its own identity, period!!!!

God bless you!

BB Lee