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    A MEMBER OF HUMAN RACE - Thomas Merton


    In Louisville, at the corner of Fourth and Walnut,
    in the center of the shopping district,
    I was suddenly overwhelmed with the realization that
    I loved all those people, that
    they were mine and I theirs, that
    we could not be alien to one another
    even though we were total strangers.

    It was like waking from a dream of separateness,
    of spurious self-isolation in a special world,
    the world of renunciation and supposed holiness.
    The whole illusion of a separate holy existence is a dream.

    ........... This sense of liberation from an illusory difference
    was such a relief and such a joy to me that
    I almost laughed out loud, and I suppose
    my happiness could have taken form in the words:
    "Thank God, thank God that I am like other men,
    that I am only a man among others."

    ........ It is a glorious destiny to be a member
    the human race, though it is a race dedicated to
    many absurdities and one which makes many terrible
    mistakes: yet, with all that, God Himself gloried
    in becoming a member of the human race.
    A member of human race !

    To think that such a commonplace realization
    should suddenly seem like news that
    one holds a winning ticket in a cosmic sweepstake.
    I have the immense joy of being man,
    a member of a race in which God Himself
    became incarnate.
    As if the sorrows and stupidities of the human condition
    could overwhelm me,
    now I realize what we all are.

    And if only everybody could realize this !
    But it cannot be explained.
    There is no way of telling people that
    they are all walking around shinning like the sun.

    ........ Then it was as if I suddenly saw the secret beauty
    of their hearts, the depth of their hearts where
    neither sin nor desire nor self-knowledge can reach,
    the core of their reality,
    the person that each one is in God's eyes.

    If only they could all see themselves as they really are.
    If only we could see each other that way all the time.
    There would be no more war, no more hatred,
    no more cruelty, no more greed ....
    I suppose the big problem would be that
    we would fall down and worship each other.
    But this cannot be seen, only believed and
    understood by a peculiar gift.

    ...... At the center of our being is a point of
    nothingness which is untouched by sin and by illusion,
    a point of pure truth, a point or spark which
    belongs entirely to God, which is never at our disposal,
    from which God disposes of our lives,
    which is inaccessible to the fantasies of our own mind
    or the brutalities of our own will.

    This little point of nothingness and of absolute poverty
    is the pure glory of God in us.
    It is so to speak His name written in us,
    as our poverty, as our indigence, as our dependence,
    as our sonship.
    It is like a pure diamond, blazing with the invisible
    light of heaven.

    It is in everybody, and if we could see it
    we would see these billions of points of light
    coming together in the face and
    blaze of sun that would make all the darkness and
    cruelty of life vanish completely ....
    I have no program for this seeing.
    It is only given.
    But the gate of heaven is everywhere.


    ---- from "Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander" by Thomas Merton





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